It's madness I say...

It seems there is never enough time in the day to get everything done. Anyone else suffer from this problem?

Somehow, someway I manage to get it done. I'm not sure how though.

This is the first week in a long while that I'm not swamped with work. I' m hoping this week I will begin to chip away at the 3rd book my werewolf trilogy: Darwinism, Wolf Asylum and TBD!

I decided to skip Christmas this year. I've never done that before. I've always put up the lights and the tree. This year it seems there's no reason to. My attitude is so bad this year I even decided to diet during the holiday season! I'm not eating treats or drinking alcohol! It's madness I say!

I punish myself because I hate myself. I think we all do that from time to time.
I never understood people who say they "love" themselves. It's such a foreign concept to me. I always thought people who said they "loved" themselves were conceded pricks. Equally disturbing is how they look at me as though I had an asshole for a mouth when I say I hate myself.
I envy those people  - the ones with the seemingly perfect life.

So that's a few disconnected ramblings for now.
Feel free to chime in!
M